i can’t discuss right now what is going on here, but something large is potentially happening to me.

i know that whatever happens, that i will keep breathing and moving forward with my life, or at least, that’s what i keep telling myself – but in the midst of a huge personal issue, i have to put all my crazy emotions aside and get tons of work done. that’s never been my strong suit – at least, not lately, but i have used up the last of my last chances with everything.

if you can spare a good vibe, a comment, words of encouragement – i am humbly asking for it. i need help. i’ve been in a state of shock for 12 hours now and i can’t really communicate much else, except to reassure you that nothing life-threatening is happening.